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Bit depressed atm :lol: It's just everything seems to be going wrong at the moment, like everything I try about fixing my laptop all seems to be in vain and after having it for 8months and it having been broken for 6 months of it I just can't fix it!Also I feel quite jealous of alot of people as their all jetting off to the US seem to be having their dream holidays while I'm just stuck inside trying to fix my laptop, okay I went to Spain; but I get dragged by my parents. It's so boring there half the time I'm asleep the other half it's too hot! I want to be visiting theme parks; having some excitement but while I'm there the most exciting thing I can do is go for a swim. I want to be in the US going to all the major theme parks, Universal, Busch Gardens, Sea World, Cedar Point, Magic Mountain, Kings Dominion. A lot of people I know have or will be going there soon, where as I'm stuck either here in the UK or in Spain 2 hrs from anywhere. Also I keep talking to people, but none of them are the person I want to talk to, I know what I want in life, I know who I want in life. But getting there is just so so though. I thought that the summer holidays would give me time to relax, escape the normal world for a few short weeks, but if anything it's worse. I can't seem to fix my laptop, I get really stressed and at the moment there's very little I'm looking forward to. I've just come back from 3 days at Alton, and that really did just let me escape my feelings for a mere couple of days, but then back comes reality. Apart from Alton, the last few months I've just felt like utter crap!

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I hate it when girls go 'I'm so ugly' yet they post their photos all over Facebook. And also when someone compliments their photos they go 'oh no I'm so fat and ugly and that's the only nice photo I have'. If your self esteem was that low then you wouldn't put them up for your 200 + friends to see. It's just needless attention seeking.

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Word of advice..Don't bother trying. You never get what you deserve. Life just screws you over all the time.Life isn't worth the hassle

Stupidest piece of advice I've heard. If you don't try then you won't get anywhere. Perhaps what you tried was the wrong thing, take a step back, look at the situation and try something else.

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When you try, you don't get what you deserve. You get nowhere.May as well get the same result and don't try.Life is sh!t

Never give up, keep trying, I know you probably hate my guts, but please trust me here, don't ever completely give up. It will work out soon enough :blink:

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I hate it when girls go 'I'm so ugly' yet they post their photos all over Facebook. And also when someone compliments their photos they go 'oh no I'm so fat and ugly and that's the only nice photo I have'. If your self esteem was that low then you wouldn't put them up for your 200 + friends to see. It's just needless attention seeking.

See that's what I hate, if they knew life from my point of view. The fact that even now despite the fact I now eat 3 times a day etc and still see fat whenever I look in the mirror the people who have never suffered like me and say I'm so fat I'm like piss off! They don't know what it's like starving yourself just to fit in or just to be skinny. I still see a fat girl whenever I look in the mirror and probs will do for life yet they just say it to get attention.

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When you try, you don't get what you deserve. You get nowhere.May as well get the same result and don't try.Life is sh!t

Hmm. I used to think that to. I then went to the Doctors and it turned out I had mild depression. Since then I've always tried to think of the good things and not the bad. Now I'm more happy then I have ever been. So what you really mean is..Teenage years are ****. 22 is when it gets good :blink:

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I used to weigh about 12.5-13 stonnes and when I looked in the mirror, I used to think I was fat. I had a fat stomach and what I thought was a fat bum. This wasn't helped by Mum who said that too. I started to eat less and somehow I've stopped growing and my appetite has slowed down considerably. Most days I can eat 1-2 helpings and I've lost a lot of weight..nearly 2-2.5 stonnes.Holly, my point is the way you see yourself (IMO), could be just a phase. You're under a lot of pressure what with A* Levels and if you're not sleeping well and / or are run-down; that can add. When I got older, I started to see myself differently. I don't see myself as ugly and repulsive, I think I'm a good-looking guy and I'm happy with my body. I've begun to accept myself and when I look in the mirror, I don't see a fat, grotesque, young boy, but a happy, healthy-looking guy.Don't always look for the faults, try and see the good things inside and outside of you; you'll soon begin to see yourself differently (just like I did).

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This phase has been going on since I was 11. God bless celebrities and the pressures of secondary. I'm not sleeping well but that just makes me tired and I can't help it I just see it and will for a while to come.

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I really really hate when people reply so negatively to anything they see! It's so rude. :blink: Even if they don't mean to do it, they still do come across as harsh, and I don't understand how they can't see it themselves...Also hate when people delete you off of facebook or msn or whatever for no apparent reason! Arghhhh.edit: Wow that sounded so pathetic, sorry! I know people have huge problems in their lives.. much bigger than probably most of the things that have happened to me, but the smaller things seem to get to me a lot more than the bigger things.

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I hate all those things too:I hate it when people block you off msn / facebook and they give no reason. The way I see things is, are you (them) that afraid of confrontation or just a coward, that you don't have enough respect and decency to talk things through with me. Millie, people like that are pathetic, cowardly and are not worth your breath, your energy or your emotions.Another thing you pointed out, is the way that people respond to things. I think its insensitive and rude when people think being sarcastic in a horrible way and NOT in a funny way is cool and good; I find people like that quite annoying, cocky and arrogant. If people are being sarcastic in a funny way or are having a little bit of banter, then that's ok. To the point, when you're hurting someone's feelings is just unacceptable and as people say, what goes around, comes around. And those people you were talking about or know, will one day get a big smack in the face from karma.=DHope you feel better!!

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Ah you understand! Finally! Haha. Everything you said there is true and I fully agree with you! I'm all for having a joke and a laugh but it takes it too far when peoples feelings are hurt. I do feel a lot better now, thank you :blink:

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why do my teachers decide I'm depressed?today in school I was called out of class to talk to the school pupil help zone to ask me questions about home life. I asked why I was there they told me teachers had been telling them I was all depressed in lessons. :( after asking me about 8 questions they came to a conclusion that I should seek specialist help!!! :blink: if I'm honest I dont think ive theres been a happier time in my life, the last couple of months have been really good! I now have an amzing girl freind, my results have drasticly improved and ive got a decent job. the only dissapointing thing in my eyes is westham :( .so right now I want to know why the school thought I needed 'specialist' help.

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^Hmm that is pretty random. I could understand if you actually were depressed etc and it's good they want to help people in those situations...but yeah, when you're perfectly fine, that's just odd and annoying! :blink:

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Time for a rare rant from me.Theme Park Music. If you have it, then congrats to you, please feel free to share it if you're allowed to, but please don't even acknowledge the fact that you have it if you're not allowed. I don't understand all this business with it really. I'm not in the slightest bit interested in how many people you have blow jobbed your way through to get it but really am happy for you that you have it!I've never liked hierarchies or people who feel they are better than others, and frankly to think so over a piece of theme park music is pretty insane. To think that you're better than anyone else in any situation is just beyond my level of understanding, we are all equal, every single one of us and I'm sorry but I will not suck bum holes to please the likes of people who deem themselves above it all.Entertainment industry is the worst for it. And yes, scare actors, I'm looking at you :lol:

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Time for a rare rant from me.Theme Park Music. If you have it, then congrats to you, please feel free to share it if you're allowed to, but please don't even acknowledge the fact that you have it if you're not allowed. I don't understand all this business with it really. I'm not in the slightest bit interested in how many people you have blow jobbed your way through to get it but really am happy for you that you have it!I've never liked hierarchies or people who feel they are better than others, and frankly to think so over a piece of theme park music is pretty insane. To think that you're better than anyone else in any situation is just beyond my level of understanding, we are all equal, every single one of us and I'm sorry but I will not suck bum holes to please the likes of people who deem themselves above it all.Entertainment industry is the worst for it. And yes, scare actors, I'm looking at you :lol:

This.Also just theme park knowledge in general. If you know, but cannot tell, shut up. If you know, and can tell, tell.Simple as.

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I hate it when the people who you're closest to and you think you can trust the most turn round and make you feel utterly sh*ite about yourself. Sorry that I can't be really skinny and tall and gorgeous and funny and someone who everybody loves.

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