Gemma

I was on Topshop's website a few weeks ago and they had the skinniest model on the home page and I just looked at her like :/ I was actually lost for words.And then I decided to go onto Jane Norman's website and when they have picture's of their clothes, they show the smallest size possible and the waists on the clothes are impossibly tiny.How are girls meant to feel good about themselves if you just chuck incredibly beautiful and skinny women at them and say 'You should be more like them, see they're successful because they don't eat and f*** themselves up. If you don't look like them you're not beautiful'

I feel like such a bad person, one of my best friends was telling me about her Mum and what an awful cow she is yesterday and I didn't realise just how much crap she has to put up with. She's had an epically crap start to life, yet she manages to power through with a smile on her face and doesn't have a bad word to say about anyone. She's such an amazing person and I'm so lucky to know her. She's completly gorgeous, yet she has her mother telling her she's fat- which REALLY peed me off, as she's got a perfect figure and she's beautiful the way she is. I moan and bitch about my life and when I was talking to another best friend of mine this morning, we realise we've had a bloody good life compared to what she has. I feel so guilty sometimes when I whine about stupid things that don't even register to what she's gone through. I don't think she realises what an amazing, funny and smart girl she is- due to the s***** family she has. I mean she's always been there for me and she's one of the few people I know that I can tell anything to and she won't judge me for it. She's a true friend and I just worry about her so much sometimes. :/

Dear lord that's epic! xD

Haha! Don't worry you're not alone, I text my best friend during rugby games sometimes. She doesn't even like it and I give her random little updates xD and even then half the time the conversation slowly drifts away from rugby and onto something totally random.You're both watching it? Well that is a little sad (; I do that with movie quotes though xD

They think it's the best thing since sliced bread xD It's hilarious, I woke up Tuesday morning and my Dad was like 'Gemma, have you watched Glee yet?' and I was like ':| I've literally just woken up Dad, no.' and he was like 'Oooh well I have! It's amazing!' I haven't seen them get this excited about something on TV since.. well, ever really!

GLEE! Got major love for Glee (: still haven't gotten round to watching Monday's ep.The scary thing is my parents are REALLY into it. It's a little strange xP

Well this is what I was thinking as Cardiff is like the least Welsh place ever xD Can I just say I love the way the Welsh say 'here', I always giggle when I hear it. Truly random- I'm wearing 'Ninja' green nail varnish. Collection 2000, FTW!

Went to Cardiff today with my Mum and Dad for a rather large shopping spree ^.^Winding up my mother is hilarious, I saw a poster of the Welsh rugby union team in HMV and I was like 'Oooooh Mum look, can I get it?' and she got soo funny about it. She said she'd be 'so angry' if I put it on my wall. When I asked her why all she could reply with was 'because for a start the red would clash with your move walls'. Nice one Mum!So then we were in Waterstones and I saw the book of Welsh rugby and flicked through it until I came to Leigh Halfpenny and I was like 'Look Mum, it's Leigh Halfpenny!' and she stood there like :| I think I've totally disgraced my family xD but I love it in Cardiff, not only do most people have a welsh accent, they are also quite small over there! So me and my tiny Mum fitted in perfectly ^.^

Russell Howard should wear his glasses on TV a lot more. He looks bloody gorgeous in them (:

Lmfao! Well this week's been a pretty average week ^.^ I've only been irritated mildly a few times, nothing's sent me off the scale angry!About 95% of my posts are probably from this thread, I'm totally not an angry person! (A) But as I was saying to my friend this morning, I generally do dislike a lot of people XD

Got called a effing t*** today by some orange slag in my year, for something that I wasn't involved in. She comes over and starts gobbing and then walks away, so me and my friends are just like there like xD WTH just happened here? And then she storms back over and I start brushing my hair and looks at me and goes 'Yeah you can shut up to, you effing t***' and I was like :| well that was completely un-necessary. Then she threatens us with 'Yeah well I'd punch every single one of you in face' storms away and shouts YOU LOT NEED TO GROW THE EFF UP! I'm sorry you orange cow, we're the ones sat quite happily eating our lunch, you come over and have a hissy fit and loose your temper and WE'RE the ones who need to grow up? Get a life, you sad sad girl. We were quite blatantly in the right, you don't see us screaming like a pathetic little toddler. We're in our last few months of High School, you'd of thought there would of been a little bit more maturity than when we first started five years ago.

xD very! Some people are so stupid I'm surprised they can breathe.

Me and a friend were walking out of school together today, when we overheard quite possibly the greatest conversation ever. Two girls in year 7 were discussing something when we heard this beauty 'Yeah, but you can't really get skin cancer from wearing too much make up, can you?' We just turned to each other and went :| that was the greatest conversation EVER!

Lmao! That would piss me off so much, doing all that hard work only to be told you've got to wait another 5 minutes to show for it all.

Went out for a walk with my friend today and we visited the duckie ponds ;D because we're all cool and such. We walked through the woods which looked really pretty in the snow ^.^It started snowing a wee bit when we were out and being the idiots we are, walked up a hill, only to realise we'd have to find a way to get back down it again once we were at the top. I mean we're not co-ordinated at the best of times, let alone going down a gert icy hill :/ but in the end we slid down on our bums

Not Mymaths! I hate that website with a passion.Thank god my current maths teacher doesn't use that website, my old one loved it so much. Bad times.

Patchway Community College ^.^I slipped over on the way home today, I was not a happy bunny! It was quite hilarious though, I kinda thrusted backwards anf forwards before my ass hit the ground. Luckily only 2 of my friends saw me!

Years 10-13 being made to go into tomorrow. Utter joke if you ask me! It's going to freeze over like hell tonight and we're supposed to get more snow tomorrow morning- it'll be like an ice rink on the roads! I've only got to walk for 15 minutes but there's a good chance because I'm clumsly as hell I'll fall over. Half our teachers live in Wales- it's ridiculous, they can't make it over the bridge! How they expect 300 or so students to stay in school the whole day and do proper lesson astounds me. It's not the fact we're being kept out the snow, it's the fact they're saying our learning is more important than the lower school- at the end of the day it's no different to being sick for a few days. It's an utter joke.This exam I've got on Tuesday- tbh I'd rather just sit in the library for the day and revise for it. Even if I spent half an hour revising, my time would of been better spent than spending the day doing work which everyone is missing as half the students won't even turn up. It's made me so angry! And it has been so poorly organised!RAGEEEEEE!!!

^^ Snow day?Can I just say, I friggin love people from New Zealand. Seriously, they have immense accents. I'd say maybe it's nearly as good as the Welsh! I actually love the way they say 'Spicey'.

I just played a game of Spider Solitaire for the first time in years. Because I can (:

Can't help but feel a little left out- we had a snow day today and all my friends go out without inviting me. Safe to say my feelings are a little hurt. All they had to do was send me a little text asking if I wanted to go out for a bit. This makes me sound really self centred but am I really not that fun to be around? They've begun rubbing it in on Facebook and stuff now. Urgh :/

So I was watching the Cardiff Blues v Newport Gwent Dragons last night on TV with my parents. Now, the Blues were wearing, suprise surprise, BLUE kit and the dragons were wearing their black and whatever else colour kit. My Mum, bless her little cottons went 'Gemma, the Cardiff Blues, they're playing in the blue kit, yes?' and I was like 'The clue is in the name Mum' and then she got all funny like 'Well the other team could of been wearing blue and they could of had a colour clash!' so I was like 'Oh shush Mum, if it makes you feel any better the blues have been known to wear pink and black kit in the past' and she goes 'You mean to tell me rugby players wear pink?' and I was like you bloody cow! But I secretly think they enjoyed watching rugby as they took the mick because I knew Leigh Halfpenny usually plays at number 14 for the Blues and they were like 'Ooohhh get you knowing that!' and I was like well it's hardly sad, because when he plays for the Welsh international team he usually plays at 14. So screw you!And I just realised how many times I used 'like' in that paragraph xD

I really do dislike my friend's boyfriend. I left a random friend a comment on her Facebook about a dream I had earlier and he cames wading in when it is clearly none of his business. To be fair, the comment I left did seem a tiny bit dirty at the end, but he got the wrong end of the stick and just had to comment on it. So I was the better person and just said I didn't mean for it to seem dirty but I can see how you thought it was. He went at least you can admit that xD. I'm just sat here like :/ just shut up. And what pees me off is my friend has a go at me for 'not making the effort'. Has she ever thought I don't want to be friends with him? We don't go to the same school, we'll never see each other outside of school and we have ZERO things in common. And they met each other over the internet for crying out loud, he just seems a bit shifty to me. I have another friend, who looks slightly chinese because she has very thin eyes. The boyfriend calls her 'chinky' the other day as a joke so she goes 'oh shut up you girl' and then the girlfriend goes to her 'Oh don't say that he's really self concious about looking feminim.' and I was thinking, you don't have a go at him for calling her chinese? I know she used to get quite upset because some kids used to say that to her.

I swear to god I'm never eating KFC chicken ever again. Cleaning up vomit that was riddled with the stuff in ice/snow has pretty much put me off it forever.

And it snowed for all of two minutes again today (N)Why can't it be like it was back in February? Those were a fun few days!