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I got the confirmation of my results and my confirmation of my place at uni. I got 'Triple Distinction' / DDD which is equivalant to 3 A Levels at A grade (360 ucas points) and a KS3 Communication which is equivalant to an AS in English.

Are they getting anything new this year or next?

My rant:I went up to Harrods with my Mum (She works there) and her collegues and friends were saying how 'gorgeous and handsome I look' and NO!...they weren't blind or trying to be nice. Most of the people who work there are young, goregous women from a wide-variety of nationalities. I heard one of my Mum's young colleagues saying to another, how handsome I am and I was like "Awww" and I had a huge grin; I tried my best to not get over-excited; which I'm famous for.Every older person 25+ I know or see talks about how old they look or how they wish they could change nip 'n' tuck something about them or wish that they weren't fat or weren't too skinny or how they wished they didn't smoke or drink too much alcohol, because of the long-term health effects. I never knew how image-conscience people were.I lead a healthy life and I don't smoke and I casually drink and I don't gorge myself on piles of junk food and sweet things. I never had many spots / acne / pimples and always had quite nice-looking and glowing skin, which is down to how well I take care of myself. I recently realised that I may be nice-looking, healthy and the appropiate heigh 'n' weight for my age right now, but it can catch up to me and it may be, that in 4-5 years, I become less healthier and have put on more weight.I does worry me and I hate that I always worry. I don't mind worrying a little bit but seriously...I need to start smoking weed (e.g.) and 'chillax'.

I was always short and I was one of the shortest people in my high school class. I got people telling me how I've small feet and how I look so young. "You look like..10" and somehow I shot up and had an average-height and instead of size 6 feet shoe size, I now have size 11 feet and wear size 12 shoes. My Sis' friends ask my Sis when they visit:"OMG, whose trainers are those?" and my Sis says "My Brother's". They claim how "he has huuuugge feet". When I meet people especially new people they ask me how old I am. I tell them I'm 20 (Now 21) and they look like they incredibly-shocked. People tell me how I look so young and I'll be honest; I feel good about myself. I'm starting University in Mid-September and everyone else will be minimum 18-yrs. People tell me I look around 18/19 but I'll be dead-worried about what people will say, when they find out I'm like OLD - compared to them.Michaela: What people think about us does matter to us; we have feelings and we're only human to feel the emotions and thoughts that we feel. As long as you feel good about yourself than that will make you feel happier and you will be able to accept yourself. If you feel confident about yourself and you believe that you look good and feel happy about your appearance, than what people might say about you, won't actually matter. My friends tell me I'm too skinny and I shouldn't lose anymore weight but if anything should put on weight, it doesn't make me upset or offended.

Your raising awareness about a girl who was a huge bitch and started on loads of people. She got what was coming to her and got massively-bullied, people are sending her personal death threats that she has to be protected by the police and ahhh, the consequences will never be the same.It's safe to say that, that girl's life will never be the same...I feel for her ^^Sebby-Baby, leave off the 15-yr olds; they're not ripe enough xD

That girl is an absolute idiot; she dishes out **** to people but she can't take it. The girl talks about how haters hate on her and their jealous because she's so gorgeous, talented, pretty, popular, has loads of friends and how she is is 'perfect'. The image-website 4chan found out her personal details such as address, facebook and telephone number. Her Dad talks about how he's tracked the haters details and how she is placed in protective custody. The girl talks about how her life is ruined and them guys are sooo mean.It's ironic because I swear down, that a couple of days ago, she was being a mean little beeyotch.

Josh is wasn't aimed at you; I understand you very-well with what we have in-common. Everyone has problems, some have more and far-worse problems that other people. Everyone's tolerance levels differ. Some people can cope very-well with stress, paranoia, heartbreak, loss of loved one, illness in the family or living with a disability and some find it harder to than other people.With me for example, I dont have an illness or haven't lost a loved one. But it feels that everyone is against me and that nobody feels how I feel. People are sitting on their computers thinking how I am such an attention-seeker and it's not that bad living with Autism. The truth is, it is that bad living with Autism because I am alone and nobody knows what goes on at home and whatnot and I do feel very alone and isolated and I feel that I am drowning constantly. I always wonder if people have as many different things happen to them. I tell some of my friends who I've known longer and they're suprised that all these different things are happening to me. I read articles in magazines and I watch TV shows about living with Asperger's / Autism / ADHD and there are people who have it worse but most of them have found out from a young age. I found out when I was 16, in A* Levels which I failed in the end due to the incorrect support and it's been a huge burden on the family. I hate the fact that I can't get rid of this and that when people my age are out having fun, I can't. I want to be able to live my life and have fun but I don't feel free and most importantly happy. I wish people found out when I was younger, I would have recieved better help in high school and on GCSEs and also on my A* Levels. I would have had friends who would have bettered understand meMy whole life my Dad has worked overseas and I hardly know him and when he comes back, we have a ****load of arguments. My Dad and his Brothers understand how I feel, but my Mum for example was born into poverty and into a totally different culture and she doesn't even understand the extent of this problem and she's not someone you can talk to about things. I hear on documentaries how Autistics experience high-levels of stress, anxiety, depression and thoughts about suicide or self-harm, and I think about how they are so-right and then I try to think about how to move forwards.What I've always wanted, is to be normal, accepted, liberated and free from this disability which confines me.

What annoys me is that certain people have made me out to be a rude, nasty person. I am completely the opposite but it does get me down and everyone knows I'm a good person who would never do or say horrible things unless it was in my-defense or in a mate's defense.I don't know anymore, I feel really misunderstood. I don't know who to talk to about things because if I say things on Facebook, I would get made out to be more of an attention-seeker than Lady Gaga. I don't know if people are ignorant and going through a phase where they don't understand certain things or they are just getting the wrong end of the stick.

My mate Mayank paid £149 or so for his iPhone 4 and he's on some tariff either £35 or 45. I got the HTC Desire which has recieved critical-acclaim and amazing reception and I am on £27.50 per month and it doesn't weight a ton, look like a brick or feel like a brick or hurts like a brick.It's safe to say that regardless of what Steve and I may or may not have in common, he will never call me, text me or photo message me. Which can't be helped due to the reception problems that the O'mazin iPhone 4 (not 4G like everyone thought) has, which isn't helped by the antenna problem or to the fact that, the "iPhone NOT 4G" will keep sliding out of his hands and hit the ground. The iPhone NOT 4G by Rotten Apple - Industry Leader of Computer Electronics"Does everything except stay in your hand""If you're not dropping the iPhone NOT 4G on the ground, you will be throwing it at annoying and ignorant individuals"£: PricelessOut of stock

It's something that annoys me:I haven't been on holiday this year and my parents and Big Sis' have, which kinda makes me feel a bit left-out. It's not a big deal because when I have a part-time job or even a full-time job, I will have plenty of fun..and so will you Michaela. There are billions of people around the world who can't go on nice holidays even to somewhere like Spain, Greece or even on a Great British holiday and I appreciate how lucky I am. What you've said about people fretting with the iPhone 4 (not 4G), really annoys me lol; it's completely pathetic. It's just a ****ing phone and it's not even that good and it's not like it is an actual life-changing item. But it humours me.And if anyone has the right to moan its you Michaela; what with the financial problems, problems with your Mum & Brother, the chavy-Shameless-type neighbours and not-to-mention living with two disbilities / disorders / problems which doesn't really help things. I am quite sure that everything will eventually work out, and when it does, everything will fall into place.Take care xoxo *Big Hug*

RnB is good too but everyone has their own tastes. I like Pop / Dance / some forms of RnB and Hip Hop but I cant stand Drum 'n' Bass or Heavy Metal.

What annoys me, is hypocrisy. Its made out that is ok for black people to be racist to white people, but it's not ok for white people to be racist to black people. It's annoys when it's made out like it's ok for muslims to cause hatred or say negative things in England, but we aren't allowed to do the same. Another thing which annoys me is bullying. Teachers know that it happens - physical bullying and verbal racial / homophobic abuse but nothing is done about it.

We have some seriously messed up / selfish / annoying neighbours, friends, family-members, pervey-teachers. Society is so crap these days.

I thought it would be monster, it coincides with the fame monster theme. She said awhile back that she won't release any stripped / rock-ballads songs as singles because her record label don't believe they would be commercially-successful and it doesn't appeal to the mainstream market. She also premiered a new song from her third album called 'You & I / Me' at the recent Elton John Social Event saying that it's ok for her to premiere this song because she won't be releasing rock-type ballad songs. Speechless also got the worst reception out of all the FM songs.I'm quite certain that if Gaga did a new single it would be Monster or Dance in the Dark, and there's no reason not to release more singles from album since:1) Her album and lead single is not being announced until 1/1/112) The album is not being released until Q1 20113) We still have 6 months until the date comes, which means we could have 2 more singles; a summer and autumn gaga song (3 months each) - monster & DitD.

That rough layout for the supposed B&M 4D Coaster looks a bit boring. It has a normal 45o degree lift with an interesting drop - heartline roll into the drop. It says the structure is 63.8 but the ride is 50.0 metres which means the difference is under-ground.

Benin bruv ( ) what makes you say an aquatrax? I thought coaster 2 looks like a flyer.

I love you! -_-Thanks a lot

C'mon Ricky..you can do better

A courtroom is hearing a case about a boy who is being abused by his parents. The judge says that because the boy is below the legal age, he must live with someone I.e. parent(s) or guardian.The Judge: "Do you want to live with your Mum?"The Boy: "No, she beats me"The Judge: "In that case, would you like to live with your Dad?"The Boy: "No, he beats me too"The Judge: "Well, you have to live with someone, who would you like to live with?"The Boy: "The England Football Team, they never beat anybody"

I love you guys loads :)Mark, you nailed it perfectly and being a friend of mine, I'm happy that you know I'm trying and as long as people and friends, know I'm trying; then I'm happy. I think I shouldn't and should try to not worry about the past too much and look to the future, and what it holds.Thanks a lot for your words o' wisdom and I feel a bit better, knowing that things will fall into place...in the end.

I think his use of sarcasm is just his way of being nice and thoughtful. I'm used to how Seb responds and he wasn't trying to be mean. I would have preferred Seb to be more sensitive but, I'm grateful that I could even get a response from him. One meaningful, sarcastic response is better than no response.And thank you Lordcutter for being nice, thoughtful and for doing what you did. I'm perfectly fine with all three responses.Benin: To answer what you said, I just feel that I'm 21 and for someone who is 21, I should have done all these things. I think that I've had a really sheltered life which has its perks and downsides and I'm a bit down, due to the fact I've never had a serious relationship; which there is something wrong with.I'm not ugly but I can't help but fantasise about how better off my life would be, if I didn't have this Aspergers. At least I would be able to go out and meet people, socialise and have fun. What you said Benin, is really nice and I appreciate it a lot. =D

This July I'm going to be 21 and I'm dreading that day. I'm going to be 21 and I would have just started uni (In sept) and I've friends that have been in relationships and have had intercourse and I haven't been in a relationship ever and haven't ever had 'you know what'. I'm embarrased to talk about it and I feel inadequate and insecure, talking about this. I thought I would talk about it here because it's with you guys that I feel comfortable. I'm not a good-looking guy and I wake up in the morning hating the way I look and wishing I was better looking. I have this Aspergers / Mild Autism and find it hard to communicate and socialise and to make friends and I can be annoying. I'm jealous of people who don't have the problem that I do and how better their lives are and I hate it, when people don't appreciate how well-off they are.I just hate the way I am and if I could change me, I would. I don't know how to move on or how to become a better person. I just wish I had the self-esteem, confidence and the power to move forward and improve these imperfections.If anyone had some thoughts, I'd be grateful.

Yeh, I saw Tormented probably beginning of the year on DVD. It's really good and it has a good ending.

You will never fall apart, Xopher you're still in our hearts / Never let you fall part, together we'll dance in the dark

Love the song disliked the video. The video made no sense and lacked a storyline, it seems like parts of the video were cut and the rest was just thrown together. For about 2 minutes, the video was good and after it sucked. It's not explained why there is a coffin, puppet strings at the end (Illuminati Reference??) and why she is mourning.I think Gaga tries too hard and people who have worked for her, have said she is a bloody perfectionist. Paparazzi: Good storyline, nice fashion references, nice Gaga-elements, nice dance scene, video makes sense (5/5)Bad Romance: Good storyline, nice fashion references (Alexander Mc Queen), nice dance scene, video make sense (5/5)Telephone: Too much product placements, amazing storyline, amazing dance scene, video makes sense (4/5)