Honestly, if we ever were to meet in person, the first question I would ask would probs be your name and how it was getting to the park etc. I use the meets as a means of escaping my town and meeting people who are exciting and friendly and some on here are just damn amazing. Don't be put off by the attitudes of people here. You would be surprised at how many people are different on here than in person.
Hell me and Pluk had a little run in and were fine at the London meet.
We do want you there, any new person is welcome of course and you're going to be welcome just as much as any one else. I was nervous at hell at the London meet because it would be my first meet since being banned and I was a little scared of what people were going to say etc so trust me I wouldn't do that but please don't feel put off by this forum, come to a meet and you never know, you may meet some awesome people.