Sorry to hear about your loss Will, and I completely agree with Gemma's comment. For the first time in my life last year I experienced a very close relative passing away, and it really does make you cherish what you have. It's probably the cheesiest sounding thing I've said in a while, but it's really important to live your life to the full. That phrase is so over-used be many people, but until you've lost someone so close to you unexpectedly, you really have no idea how true it is. Anyone's time can end within a matter of seconds in some cases, it's just so unpredictable.